It’s been quite a long time since I’ve blogged and honestly, I should have been blogging all along because it’s been a stressful time the last few months. To say things have been changing in our family would be an understatement.

This song series was one of the easiest and hardest for me to write. How do I summarize my feelings for someone who has been with me since the day I was born and has been my very best friend my entire life?

After starting and stopping 3 different posts I decided that since the post is already late (in my eyes) and today is March 31st I will go ahead and pay tribute to the first man I ever loved and still love more than words can do justice to explain.

My sweet Peanut. Two and a half years ago this little spit-fire came in to the world 3 weeks early. I was terrified as we drove to the hospital at 3:00am. I had gone in to labor and had no idea what was going to happen. He was in control from the beginning and doesn’t seem to be letting go of that control anytime soon.

Part 2 of my Song Series is the song ‘You’re Gonna Be’ by Reba. It was a a song I sang to Monkey as a baby. He’s such a sweet little boy and I hope all of his dreams come true.

I’m trying my hand at a 6 part blog series. Music is so important to me and the words of a song trigger amazing emotions for me. I am going to pick a song or 2 for the most important people in my life and share with you.

I often wonder if Peanut is getting all he needs from me. So much time is devoted to Monkey and his health needs, the “Mommy Guilt” often sets in when thinking of my sweet baby.